Ambivalence

æmˈbɪvələns

noun

the state of having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone

Ambivalence is a common human experience where individuals may feel conflicting emotions or thoughts towards a particular subject, causing them to have difficulty making a decision or taking a clear position.

"There you are insufficient in your analysis. Remember, the population of Terminus regarded us with distinct ambivalence. They hated and envied our supposed superiority; yet they relied on us implicitly for protection. Even waiting a year, thereafter, might have meant a too-great cooling off spirit for success."

Asimov, Isaac

Foundation 3 - Second Foundation